Inside is a Smaller Me

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I'm Rae and this is my healthy weight loss blog! My follows show up as roseravenclaw, which is my personal blog. :] This is also a positivity blog with a bit of feminism thrown in.

HW/SW: 269 lbs (122.02kg)
CW: 260 lbs (120.20kg) [-4 lb]
UGW: 125lbs (56kg) (may be adjusted later)
S BMI:44.8
C BMI: 44.1
Height: 5'5"
Age: 22
Pants: US 18
Shirts: XL
Shoes: US 8.5

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Posts tagged "personal"
You Just Learned About Me

You just learned a bit about me:

  • I am a cuddler.
  • I am a morning person.
  • I am an only child.
  • I am currently in my pajamas.
  • I am currently pregnant.
  • I am left handed.
  • I am a little shy around the opposite gender at first. 
  • I bite my nails.
  • I can be paranoid at times.
  • I enjoy country music.
  • I enjoy smoothies.
  • I enjoy talking on the phone.
  • I have a car.
  • I have/had a hard time paying attention at school.
  • I have a hidden talent.
  • I have a pet/pets.
  • I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl.
  • I have all my grandparents.
  • I have been to another country.
  • I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
  • I have or had broken a bone.
  • I have caller I.D. on my phone.
  • I have bathed someone.
  • I have changed a diaper.
  • I have changed a lot over the past year.
  • I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
  • I have had major/minor surgery.
  • I have killed another person.
  • I have had my hair cut within the last week.
  • I have mood swings.
  • I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
  • I have rejected someone before.
  • I like the taste of blood.
  • I love Michael Jackson.
  • I love sleeping.
  • I love to shop.
  • I own 100 CDs or more.
  • I own and use a library card.
  • I read books for pleasure in my spare time.
  • I sleep a lot during the day.
  • I watch soap operas on a regular basis. 
  • I work at a job that I enjoy.
  • I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
  • I am currently wearing socks.
  • I am tired.
  • I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt.
  • I consume at least one alcoholic drink every month.

I have/had:

  • Graduated high school.
  • Smoked cigarettes. (cigars on new years only)
  • Ridden every ride at an amusement park.
  • Collected something really stupid.
  • Gone to a concert.
  • Helped someone.
  • Spun turn tables.
  • Watched four movies in one night.
  • Been broken up with.
  • Been in a car accident.
  • Been in a tornado.
  • Watched someone die.
  • Been to a funeral.
  • Burned yourself.
  • Ran a marathon.
  • Your parents got divorced.
  • Cried yourself to sleep.
  • Spent over $200 in one day.
  • Cheated on someone.
  • Been cheated on.
  • Written a 10 page letter.
  • Had a best friend.
  • Lost someone you loved.
  • Skipped school.
  • Gotten in trouble for something you didn’t do.
  • Stolen books from the library.
  • Been in a mental hospital.
  • Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
  • Fired a gun.
  • Been in a school play.
  • Been fired from a job.
  • Taken a lie detector test.
  • Swam with dolphins.
  • Attempted suicide.
  • Written poetry.
  • Read more than 20 books a year.
  • Gone to Europe/live there.
  • Loved someone you couldn’t have.
  • Used a colouring book over age 12.
  • Had stitches.
  • Taken a taxi.
  • Had more than 5 online conversations going at once.
  • Had a hamster.
  • Dyed your hair.
  • Had something pierced.
  • Gotten straight A’s.
  • Your parents sent you to a shrink. 
  • Been handcuffed.

My hair is naturally the color:

  • Light brown
  • Medium brown
  • Dark brown
  • Blonde
  • Black
  • Dirty blonde 
  • Strawberry blonde/Ginger
  • Multicoloured

My eyes are:

  • Brown
  • Blue/Grey
  • Green
  • Hazel
  • Light brown
  • A combination of things

I am:

  • Male
  • Female
  • Other

People sometimes label me as:

  • Slut
  • Girly
  • Ugly
  • Nerd 
  • Other  

Some of my biggest fears are:

  • Spiders/other insects
  • Dying 
  • Doctor/Dentist appointments
  • Hospitals
  • Needles
  • Disease
  • Being alone in the dark
  • Heights
  • Small spaces
  • Oceans/large bodies of water
  • Holes
  • Large animals
  • Small animals
  • Open spaces
  • Lightning

I have:

  • A friend with benefits
  • A laptop in my room
  • A television in my room
  • My own car
  • Married parents
level 10 fuck yeah

level 10 fuck yeah

Today I made spinach chips. Surprisingly delicious with just sea salt, olive oil, and black pepper.

GUYS I AM RIDICULOUSLY EXCITED. Today I was able to do the Boat Pose for reals instead of that weak version I normally accomplish! YEAH.

I’m so glad I switched from running to biking, it definitely got me out of that cardio rut I was in.

Asker iget-fit Asks:
Yes, I actually took a break from running for a bit a started doing the spartacus 2.0 work out. It's really explosive work out and fast paced I love it. It made parts of me get sore that I've never had get sore before "Butt Cheeks". You might try that out for a bit then get back to running.
smallermeinside smallermeinside Said:

Thanks for answering, firstly! It’s nice to know that somebody else has felt this way before. :] I’ve just looked at that workout, and I might start doing that or something similar, to see if I can shake myself out of the rut. Thanks a bunch! <3

I’ve become really bored with cardio lately and I hope it’s just a phase, but… seriously. The whole time I’m running or doing any sort of cardio I’m just like “oh dear lord I hope it’s close to quit time”. But when I do weight lifting or yoga, that doesn’t happen, I’m very focused on stance and breathing respectively and it’s really nice to have such focus.

Does anyone else feel this way during cardio, and how do you deal with it? Does it just go away after awhile?

I’m still really sore from Tuesday. It’s becoming frustrating, I hope I can do some cardio/weight lifting later today without dying.

and started doing squats and deadlifts. Feels nice to get on heavier weights finally.